e kind of flawless i wish i could be

2009-06-16T00:23:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling very stress right now.

amanda is you against all.
you're useless.

2009-06-04T20:42:00.004+08:00

I'M SICK!

down with flu . cough . slight fever . backache

But with the...

Home made sandwich,
Brew chrysanthemum,
Sushi and Ice cream.
Tell me how can i not feel better?

Loves ♥ ♥ ♥

2009-05-26T00:25:00.011+08:00

How would the moment be like?
How would I react?

Will i be all nervous?
Will you be anxious too?

Imagine how would it be like.
you only get one chance,
once its gone,
no matter how hard you tried to make up for it,
it loses its beauty.

i'll deal with it.

2009-05-16T22:59:00.010+08:00

Time for Updates!

Sis is currently into making smoothies

Our strawberry smoothie! It taste AWESOME!

my cookies♥

MY CUTE BODY SCRUB!

Lastly!

TADA!
My new baby!

2009-04-18T14:05:00.001+08:00

its amazing, the way u make me feel complete.

lets just indulge in whatever we have at this moment.

2009-04-18T13:05:00.003+08:00

Did you...

Clarify things before making any judgements ?

sigh

2009-04-14T12:21:00.010+08:00

Its been awhile...

taiwan trip

found this in a girls toilet at some university.

me and buddy(:

Next..CAMPING!

thats all for today! (:

Nothing cures the hurt you brought upon yourself.

2009-03-02T17:37:00.008+08:00

I've changed.
I just refuse to think straight.

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday

♥♥♥

2009-02-19T07:13:00.003+08:00

Poly days are over.
Last friday marks the end of my fyp.
time passes pretty fast i would say, 3 years gone in a flash.
Now i'm kinda lost.
Where next?
Business/Design?
Ntu, Sim , Nafa ?
Mum's going to kill me if i'm going nafa to get another dipolma.
Okay studies aside.

Might be going taiwan with puwei, hopefully that is if the renewal of my passport could make it just in time before the application closes.

bearbricks<3

2009-02-04T11:39:00.003+08:00

i need a change of scenery

2009-01-31T14:37:00.005+08:00

everything else is secondary.
i just need some peace.

2009-01-29T12:16:00.008+08:00

You always had a way with me.

i'll break free

i'll shut you out.

2009-01-19T08:54:00.009+08:00

last night wasn't good at all.
I want to thank alvin for being there.
MEET ME SOON DUDE!

2009-01-19T08:54:00.008+08:00

a familiar song played on my ipod brought all my senses back.

It reminded me of the pain and agony i've been through.

I was careless to let myself carried away by my emotions

I'm not going to be the fool for the second time.

don't hate the game.

hate the players of the game.

i'm sick.

cough cough.

no fever please!

2009-01-16T14:31:00.009+08:00

a strange week i would say.
the weirdess stuff happened.

somehow i'm glad.
somehow i'm afraid.
somehow i'm scared.
somehow i think i'm coping it well.
tell me how should i feel and what should i do?

whats right? whats wrong?

I couldn't be bothered about it anymore.

and DAMN my right ear is hurting ):
i want my break. damn visitors should stop coming. whats there to visit?
arghhhh

i miss you

2009-01-13T12:21:00.005+08:00

always e forgotten one

.....

2009-01-13T12:21:00.003+08:00

Guess today will be a pretty free day for me.
Our whole lab is shifting so since i reached school till now i have nothing to do.
Luckily for me, i'm using the school's laptop so i brought it along with me.

But it seems like i've got nothing to surf.

lols.

So i decide to transform the ugly bearbrick i've got.

Brenda nicer? LOL

its 12.34pm now.

hmms

B.O.R.E.D

2009-01-12T17:21:00.001+08:00

somethings are just not meant to be taken lightly.

and treated like a joke.

this time.

yes.

dead

2009-01-10T18:12:00.007+08:00

Sang till 4am yest, was dead beat when i reached home.

decide to spend the whole of today at home, watched Red Cliff part 1 and Licence To Wed.

wanted to nap for awhile but the moment my heavy eye lid closes, mum came in and vacumm, follow by dad who mopped.

The next thing i'm awaken

by the quarrles of mum and sis.

so i'm feeling very grouchy right now at this moment.

thinking if i should get out of my house?

should i?

Every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith and I live one more day and

I make it through the rain .

2009-01-09T09:00:00.005+08:00

As usual i'm late today!
I hate those people who take their own sweet time to pass e MRT gentry after they've tap their cards and those who swing their hands super high when they walk.
tsk!
anyway...
bought a new pair of pumps yesterday!
going town to sing later.
tgif peeps!

It was quite a coincidence isn't it?

On a another note.
I MISS DAR):

2009-01-08T09:09:00.003+08:00

Thank god that i lived in amk.
been waking up late for school these few days.

fyp is getting B O R I NG .
I don't feel the urge in wanting to do it anymore.
Got so sick of looking it everyday, need to get the drive back somehow.

Alright, recently caught quite a few movies , Bolt , Twilight , Nick and Norah's Indefinate Playlist, IP man and Bed time stories. Love watching movies. I think IP man is a pretty good one and i think you guys should catch it too.

Basically life has been good to me i think.
Some hiccups here and there but basically i think i'm just fine and i really thank god for that.

Alright i'm going for my breakfast now. Its NYP open house day, all the crowd, long queues. argh.

CIAO!

2009-01-07T11:03:00.006+08:00

I don't worry 'cuz
Everything's going to be alright

I believe in myself

2009-01-05T23:37:00.005+08:00

Its 2009 peeps!

i live it up a lil more everyday.

2008-12-28T16:00:00.010+08:00

Sunday is Stay At Home Day!
4 more days and 2008 will be over.
I CAN'T WAIT TO WAVE GOOODBYEE!

4 more days to a brand new year.

2008-12-26T09:05:00.002+08:00

Christmas is over in a flash.
had a peaceful one this year.

Spend it at Helipad
I like the ambiance there.
Exchange gifts and claire was chosen to buy mine and she got me a vest.
thanks babe love it alot!

alright its only 9.12am in the morning now.
I got mind block already.
Update when i'm back at home.

ciao!

2008-12-21T11:47:00.024+08:00

Christmas Coming!
my favourite season of the year.

no more dum dum candy cane this year.

0h well. i'll still have my family feast and activities lined up with e girls.
looking forward to it!!!

santa i want my christmas to be filled with love!
Make my wish come true!
All i want for christmas is you!

2008-12-15T22:51:00.003+08:00

when the world fails on you.

you still have your family to count on.
bought 3 tops today. but that didn't make me felt any better.
mum rocks.
she heats up the food for me even if its like 11pm.
i love her.

I spend nearly 700 this month. I should start saving. plus i touch. god.
I spend almost 1k this month.

no good.

2008-12-14T14:39:00.001+08:00

I GOT SERIOUS CRAVINGS FOR SUSHI NOW ):

2008-11-29T11:30:00.041+08:00

MY 2OTH BIRTHDAY!

19th
From my aunt n cousins(:

20th- dinner n double O with my girls.
I had fun that day!

Thanks for e bag, lynnda and fiona I LOVE IT!

21th! my actual BIRTHDAY !

Thanks dar for e jacket! <3>

And brenda for e SCRUMP with my name on it!
You know how much i love that furry thing!(:

22nd!

Sis,Bro and da Sao came redhill to fetch me!
To celebrate my last day of attachment plus my birthday!

We went Central and had our lunch at Waraku!

Home to cut my birthday cake!

thanks bro for e havaianas flip flops.

met esther and guess what she got me?

YES Gucci lanyard!! (:

23rd!
Went underwater world!

This puffer is super super super adorable!
I like e skin texture. I harass her for the longest time in the touching pool area.
I WANT THIS ADORABLE PUFFER SANTA~

Thanks for the gift.

From my very fragile friend (:

Awww thks!

Lastly from my polymates!

THANKS FOR E BAG

was totally fool by puwei!(:

This year is definitely one of the best birthday i

have ever had.

Thanks for making my birthday a special one(:

2008-11-24T20:36:00.000+08:00

Birthday entry coming up!

2008-11-20T09:46:00.003+08:00

1 more day to my BIRTHDAY! (:

will be meeting my girls later.
YES. Good food!

(:

2008-11-16T22:55:00.004+08:00

2008-11-16T09:21:00.004+08:00

0ne more week and i'll be back in school.

Girls! I understand that friday everyone got school , work ect.
If most cant make it lets just have a simple dinner will do (:
Sorry lynnda for all e trouble. really.

2008-11-11T21:35:00.013+08:00

We went mount faber bridge
telok blangah hill park!

then holland v

rum and raisins. yummy.

darling eileen drove us out that night!

Claire and JH

JianHui nearly got eject out of the car. LOL
had lots of fun talking nonsense that night.

6 years and still counting.
(:

To boh: hope u like your gift.

2008-11-06T13:03:00.000+08:00

Mum's flying off to NZ today!
2 weeks!

2008-11-04T23:30:00.016+08:00

I never like countdowns but i can't help it this time round.
16 more days.

Watch over me.
I'm too tired to struggle anymore.

2008-11-03T11:18:00.006+08:00

fever. cough. flu.

nothing feels right.

2008-10-31T22:27:00.012+08:00

I met an accident when i was on my way back to office on the cab.
The cab i was in crash into the private bus infront of me.
It all happened too fast. too fast.
My face n leg knocked onto the back of the front passenger seat , there was no bleeding and the taxi driver was fine too.

But the impact and shocked left me crying.
I am very traumatised by this accident.

very traumatised.

I thank the one from above for protecting me.
and i'm really glad that i'm fine.

2008-10-27T19:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE BOH!
HOPE YOU'RE HAVING A WONDERFUL TIME OVER AT TAIWAN!

2008-10-27T17:17:00.001+08:00

The dose of sunshine in my life.

2008-10-27T16:27:00.006+08:00

I wish to find that special someone
to watch sunrise with.
to share my joy and sorrows with.

to spend every second of my time knowing that is worth it
to make me fall deeply in love again.

i miss being in love.
i almost forget how does it felt like being in one.

The joy of being in one.

2008-10-26T00:19:00.003+08:00

I want a bearbrick@!

2008-10-24T00:10:00.001+08:00

i'm a happy kid (:

2008-10-22T20:21:00.004+08:00

Amanda is trying to:
take things easy.
& smile more.

e sun keeps shining and
i'm not afraid to be alone.

2008-10-17T09:37:00.006+08:00

yucks.

dar visited me yest. awww and she bought me cupcakes (:

2008-10-15T22:18:00.007+08:00

That's what you get when you see your life in someone else's eyes

Ahhhh damn fever.

2008-10-15T09:14:00.002+08:00

phone-less day @ work

2008-10-13T21:01:00.006+08:00

love his voice.

ngak

2008-10-13T19:54:00.013+08:00

In e mood for BAKING!

Cupcakes!

Honey Cornflakes (:

2008-10-10T00:10:00.006+08:00

I HATE GOING TO ACER!

Watched House Bunny with Ariel n Alvin on tuesday
Went arab street and sheesha with them after work today.

alvin's leaving next week.
ariel end of this month.

Guess working wouldn't be the same without having them around.
but shan think about that yet since they are still here.

I'm really very tired today and my leg is aching like hell.
So i'm turning in real sooon.

i'm living my life.
and it feels good.

NIGHTS!

2008-10-05T11:13:00.001+08:00

I bought a new bag and i'm loving it.
and i've just receive my first pay, though e amount its pathetic but i earned it okay!

what should i buy later ? (:

2008-10-02T23:34:00.002+08:00

One step forward. Two steps backwards.

2008-10-01T20:20:00.002+08:00

Amanda means love, worthy of love, precious thing.

2008-09-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

2008-09-22T20:53:00.002+08:00

Tonight i spray your perfume just to feel your presence.

god watch over me.

2008-09-18T23:51:00.007+08:00

Okay some random stuff that i could think of now.

I just got home and i think i can play tongue tied.

I want to learn " I'm Yours"

I've finally decided not to get you any gift or bake a cake for your birthday just to prevent the disappointment or what so ever replies or situation that i know i wouldn't want to be in or go through. even though how much i wish to. i shall just kept in within. Amanda you should know no matter what you do, as long as its from you it WILL BE insignificant.

I think god is playing a trick on me

I'm looking forward to tomorrow's dinner

I hope weiqi will ask yvonne to bring her guinea pig tomorrow!

I hope i can sleep well later.

I hope ... ya..

nights.

2008-09-17T00:32:00.002+08:00

2008-09-16T20:13:00.020+08:00

New intern!
hmms he's from india (reminds me of haja) nineteen this year ,but seriously he look way much older.
anyway guess he's okay no funny smell or what so ever.
Great!
time flies when you're busy.

Never leave the one you love for the one you like. <3

2008-09-15T22:09:00.007+08:00

Today went Fujitsu service center.
I think working really make me more independent.

Today's lunch out is at Manhattan fish market @ Plaza Singapura
Boss treat.
Oh ya there's a new intern coming tomorrow.
He's a INDIAN...?!?

Shall update again tomorrow.

stay tune

2008-09-14T22:26:00.004+08:00

2008-09-14T20:10:00.006+08:00

Only Amanda needs to work on sat.
Only Amanda have to do research on sunday which happens to be her only rest day.
2 weeks from now Amanda will be the only intern left in the company, so i presume she will have lots of work to do.
To cut it short i think amanda is pretty pathetic.
don't you think so?

Apart from that i'm thankful to those who brought laughter into my life.

GOD
did you left me out?
when are u going to forgive the things i've done and make my life a little better?

2008-09-10T23:49:00.004+08:00

it'll get better

2008-09-07T22:35:00.005+08:00

Just a quick update
work is getting better i guess, somehow gotten used to it
amanda is now the official delivery women cum overhaul system technician.

God i've learned my mistakes.
give me a purpose in life.
let me find that special someone.
i'll treasure it this time.

2008-09-01T20:11:00.001+08:00

work was tough
9am-6pm weekdays
9am-1pm weekends

the first day and i was told to reformat the computer, do backhaul (ghost thingy) and install stuff. I really wonder how to cope.

it felt sucky.

sigh

2008-08-31T21:48:00.016+08:00

Tuesday
marks e end of my exams!

Met up with bear and we went to buy BLINGS.

Wed
met up with weiqi and brenda.
We had sushi!
YES we had fun.
after that dar's wormy and friend came and later on fetch us home.

Thursday

It was my poly class chalet.
to me its e best one among e 3 years?

Friday.
went over to weiqi's house to stay over!
jodi finally accepted me.
we ate 1/2 a watermelon for our supper.

Sat
Bear's b'dae at cine k box.
hope she likes e bagpack we gave her.

its poka dots.

Ok time for pictures!

lastly presenting to you.
my very own scrump doll.
lol i caught it okay.
and i think its super cute.

i don't like e ribbon and stuff so i cut it off
i think it look much cuter like tat.
don't you think so?
nod heads*

Tomorrow will be the first day of my attachment.
wish me luck guys!

2008-08-23T13:06:00.001+08:00

2008-08-21T19:03:00.002+08:00

i need to concentrate.
i need to concentrate.
i need to concentrate.
i need to concentrate.

shh.
e voices in my head.
shut e hell up.

2008-08-20T19:05:00.003+08:00

finally bbwan its over.
3 more papers to go.
all untouch.
Friday, Monday and Tues.
i don't know how am i going to manage.
lets see how it goes.

2008-08-17T17:39:00.003+08:00

GO SINGAPORE (:

730pm.

somehow.
today seems great.

2008-08-15T22:17:00.003+08:00

i don't want to screw up this sem.
last 4
hang on

2008-08-14T23:42:00.016+08:00

Steamboat and Prawning trip with my polymates
these are all the photos i have currently.

I caught the first prawn! (:

playing iphone.
with her notes underneath
very productive

(:
alrighto
shucks. i got e feverish feeling now.
please i can't afford to be sick
4 more papers to go.

nights!

2008-08-12T23:22:00.001+08:00

why can't i brave through the storm?

tsk. this is no good.
i'm sick of this life of mine.
a change please?

2008-08-11T00:54:00.006+08:00

friday.
2 down 4 more papers to go.

went bugis and haji lane with eunice and wensi!

then at night
went to catch "Money Not Enough 2" with esther at hub.
i cried. quite saddening actually.

sat, went to have steamboat.

did some drawing.

Sunday
went st james with sis, sis's friend, bro and sis in law
to watch jam's showcase.

great live performance. totally WOW the crowd.
dinner at Marche.
then off to bro's house for guitar hero.

thats abt it.
dinner and prawning with polymates tml (:

2008-08-10T01:31:00.001+08:00

seriously whats wrong?

i tried

2008-08-07T22:32:00.001+08:00

seriously network infrastructure is making me puke.

2008-08-07T02:18:00.002+08:00

full of sunshine and love(:

2008-08-06T19:01:00.005+08:00

1 down.
5more to go.

I want my bag pack!

2008-08-05T22:44:00.004+08:00

going to get new stuff for my room after the exams!

2008-08-05T15:06:00.004+08:00

ANYONE FREE ON FRIDAY?

2008-08-04T00:24:00.007+08:00

6 August 2008 Communication Skills Common Test

8 August 2008 Network Infrastructure Common Test

11-August Prawningg with polymates (:

(something to look forward )

20 August 2008 BBWAN EXAM

22 August 2008 Router-Based EXAM

25 August 2008 ITSM EXAM

26 August 2008 Network Security EXAM

1 September 2008 - 22 November 2008 ATTACHMENT

2008-08-03T01:01:00.003+08:00

2008-08-02T16:34:00.005+08:00

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2008-07-30T22:37:00.002+08:00

i'll never be able to watch dark knight.
because i'm afraid of clowns.

they're freaking scary and evil looking.
don't you think so?

i don't understand why kids love them?

eeks.

2008-07-29T19:23:00.001+08:00

i've got this to keep me going.

2008-07-28T15:38:00.000+08:00

i'm going to get a tongue piercing by e end of this year.

2008-07-28T09:08:00.008+08:00

YES

for the 2nd time

they are cutting the water from 9am-6pm.

so i'm being forced to wake up at 8 to bath.

TSK.

Copied from Puwei's blog.

28 July 2008 -ITSM 40qns Quiz

30 July 2008 -Router-Based MMCQ Quiz

31 July 2008-Network Security Report and demo

1August 2008 -ICT Class test ,Network infrastructure Lab test , Elizabeth Lab test.

26 August 2008-Communication Skills Common Test

8 August 2008 -Network Infrastructure Common Test

20 August 2008 - BBWAN EXAM

22 August 2008 -Router-Based EXAM

25 August 2008 -ITSM EXAM

26 August 2008Network Security EXAM

2008-07-27T19:59:00.007+08:00

mum bought me a new tv! LOVES!

2008-07-26T22:56:00.009+08:00

I'm lucky!

BYE

2008-07-22T20:28:00.008+08:00

Saw this today in the girl's toilet..

Seriously why would anyone wash their feet in the basin?
wtf lah like with soap?

hahaha

2008-07-20T22:26:00.008+08:00

Had dinner over at east coast.
It was Uncle's birthday.
Had hell lot of fun and laughter.
sis and my 2 cousin are just hilarious.

They came over to play guitar hero.

Lastly this is random
I Love it when sis wind down her car window.
(:
alrighto. ciao

2008-07-20T09:58:00.013+08:00

weeks ago sentosa.

God thanks.
someone
but not just anyone.

2008-07-14T19:18:00.009+08:00

Went joo chiat to visit this

chinese physician

Tsk they hang me up lor. haha

did this Cupping Therapy thingy.

whatever it is I felt much better after all e
massage and stuff(:

yay!

2008-07-13T17:16:00.009+08:00

i sprain both of my arms.
and it hurts pretty badly
oh gawd! ):

2008-07-11T13:13:00.001+08:00

Me and shida taken using seah's new phonee!
sheena's bbq later, shall update again tonight!
(:

2008-07-10T10:51:00.004+08:00

going to catch WANTED with lynnda later (:

edited

The show is kinda exaggerating but its definitely worth watching!
NICE nice!
angelina jolie is hot!
lynnda and I were like e best audience.
hahaha.

anyway school starts at 8, i better get some rest now!
nights peeps!

2008-07-09T23:10:00.003+08:00

(07/07/08)

SEXY CLAIRE'S BIRTHDAY!

Hope you like your gift (:
LOVES

PLEASE RECOVER SOOON!

2008-07-08T21:15:00.004+08:00

The stars are shinning, its a pity you aint here to see it.

2008-07-08T01:46:00.007+08:00

love my neww shoe!
love guitar hero 3
love my NEW air con!
love having my own room. finally! going to revamp it.

now i want a neww TV! going to bug mum to get one for me(:

ciao!

2008-07-02T19:56:00.001+08:00

I feeeel goood(:

2008-07-02T17:03:00.010+08:00

Interview's over!

PersonalityTest
Harmony-seeking Idealist (HI)

Harmony-seeking Idealists are characterised by a complex personality and an abundance of thoughts and feelings. They are warm-hearted persons by nature. They are sympathetic and understanding. Harmony-seeking Idealists expect a lot of themselves and of others. They have a strong understanding of human nature and are often very good judges of character. But they are mostly reserved and confide their thoughts and feelings to very few people they trust. They are deeply hurt by rejection or criticism. Harmony-seeking Idealists find conflict situations unpleasant and prefer harmonious relationships. However, if reaching a certain target is very important to them they can assert themselves with a doggedness bordering on obstinacy.

Harmony-seeking Idealists have a lively fantasy, often an almost clairvoyant intuition and are often very creative. Once they have tackled a project, they do everything in their power to achieve their goals. In everyday life, they often prove to be excellent problem solvers. They like to get to the root of things and have a natural curiosity and a thirst for knowledge. At the same time, they are practically oriented, well organised and in a position to tackle complex situations in a structured and carefully considered manner. When they concentrate on something, they do so one hundred percent - they often become so immersed in a task that they forget everything else around them. That is the secret of their often very large professional success.

As partners, harmony-seeking idealists are loyal and reliable; a permanent relationship is very important to them. They seldom fall in love head over heels nor do they like quick affairs. They sometimes find it very difficult to clearly show their affection although their feelings are deep and sincere. In as far as their circle of friends is concerned, their motto is: less is more! As far as new contacts are concerned, they are approachable to only a limited extent; they prefer to put their energy into just a few, close friendships. Their demands on friends and partners are very high. As they do not like conflicts, they hesitate for some time before raising unsatisfactory issues and, when they do, they make every effort not to hurt anyone as a result.

Adjectives which describe your type:

introverted, theoretical, emotional, planning, idealistic, harmony-seeking, understanding, peace-loving, sensitive, quiet, sympathetic, conscientious, dogged, complicated, inconspicuous, warm-hearted, complex, imaginative, inspiring, helpful, demanding, communicative, reserved, vulnerable

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